I miss you too my dear
どーもくん
you swag on with such exuding awkwardness that I’m comfortable with. you extend the true definition of rainy days and cold nights. you convince me of the silence in your laughter. you perk the darkest clouds to bring in rainbows. you mellow down my fury and all you do is nothing. you pitch in the reigns of bells. you don on like no one else would. you strike lightning in my heart just as how you flicker those beads to mine. you intrigue the simplest act I find amusing. the bass of your voice sends the elevator back to the other side of the earth. the air at your mouth defines the finest as you laugh so hard. you know nothing of me nor do I of you.
But you’re so special. At least to me, for now (:
Please. Enough is enough. Yknow it’s like a damn magnet, here and there, make up your mind. Fucking make up your mind already. You be you when it’s just us and I love how that is, but if there isn’t just anything at all, then just come clean bout it. yknow reactions sometimes indicate a meaning or two, its either a yes or no. so don’t come reacting all yes when it’s actually no, dammit. SERIOUSLY.
It’s not that I’m being harsh but please, just please make things easier for me. It’s been months, you probably know what I’m talking bout. You do, don’t deny it. You and I KNOW VERY WELL what this is in regards to, my dear. So please, if there just isn’t anything, don’t act like there is something.
I get all soft when you serve in words and tones that shouldn’t be served. I react unknowingly when you dive into physical touch that I myself can’t comprehend why anymore. So please, I’m begging, please just make things easier.
For us.
PS: i cant wait for hair to grow longer
